monkeybutt

THIS should arrive sometime tomorrow. i'm very happy. you'll all be inundated with so many ridiculous pictures you'll wish you never met me.

sometimes i hate this site.

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as i have already told the lovely francalingua, these lyrics are sort of where i am today.

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i am slowing down
as the years go by
i am sinking

so i trick myself
like everybody else

the secrets i hide
twist me inside
they make me weaker

so i trick myself
like everybody else

i crouch in fear and wait
i'll never feel again
if only i could remember
anything at all

-the cure, sinking

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3-8 UDPATE.

FUCK! #*)(&$(#@. my fucking awesome new camera isn't shipping til today. so i have to wait til either tomorrow or THURSDAY maybe.