monicaisafreak

I love life.
I love my baby.
All day, we explore our world.
We are awake! We explore our world!
Sometimes I wish I had someone to share the pure joy of raising a child. It hurts. It hurts for me and my son. Today he was looking at me straight in the eye, and said "dada!".....he kept saying it. I said "dadas not here, hes not here".....i kept telling him. I saw the sadness in his eyes. As a mother it hurts to see her son in pain that he shouldn't have to have. But I know that he is a very happy child. And he fills my heart with joy