For whatever reason my winter depression this year has done two things:
A - It has started early, which sucks, unless it means that it will be ending early - which would not suck so much. I'm just in a really nasty funk at the moment that I cannot seem to get myself out of. Why? You ask - I have no clue.
B - It seems to be less intense than in winters passed, and is more focused on boredom than actual forced despair. Which is cool, but, still irritating.
On a happier note, I go back into studio starting very soon for my next round of pieces for Januray's gallery night... I am hoping to once again solicit some images from my friends on here to use for some hand painted pieces. I am contemplating doing an entire series of collages based around my favorite group here PSW - maybe I will bring it up and see what kind of response i get.
Anyhow - think I might go shopping today, I have not felt as attractive as of late, which makes little to no sense as I am running everyday again and losing more weight and etc. Maybe its mental. Or, probably, what I have been telling myself all along - that I'm just fugly... yep - thats gotta be it. So - shopping for some new digs may help that out, or just make me feel fugly in a new shirt.
Talk to you soon everyone.
Dueces,
Me
A - It has started early, which sucks, unless it means that it will be ending early - which would not suck so much. I'm just in a really nasty funk at the moment that I cannot seem to get myself out of. Why? You ask - I have no clue.
B - It seems to be less intense than in winters passed, and is more focused on boredom than actual forced despair. Which is cool, but, still irritating.
On a happier note, I go back into studio starting very soon for my next round of pieces for Januray's gallery night... I am hoping to once again solicit some images from my friends on here to use for some hand painted pieces. I am contemplating doing an entire series of collages based around my favorite group here PSW - maybe I will bring it up and see what kind of response i get.
Anyhow - think I might go shopping today, I have not felt as attractive as of late, which makes little to no sense as I am running everyday again and losing more weight and etc. Maybe its mental. Or, probably, what I have been telling myself all along - that I'm just fugly... yep - thats gotta be it. So - shopping for some new digs may help that out, or just make me feel fugly in a new shirt.
Talk to you soon everyone.
Dueces,
Me
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and like you lol i feel like as fugly as they come, especially after cuttingmy hair off and dye-ing it. so i went shopping too lol
i hopeyour funk de-tensifies, orelse imma stomp mah foot rite out on that fire ya hearrrrrrrrrrrd
always mah numba one playa