mondrianblue

Well this semester is over FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG i passed math, Speech and everything, i just have to wait to see what my GPA is.. im glad its over untill the 4th. when i start again.. unfortuantly this season is the season that always brings the pain and drama, i went to visit my dad last night and he just wanted a ride to this diner for him and his friend.. and he started smoking again.. and hes also broke again.. dressing like a bum. gave me and my bro our christmas money from grandma. 30 dollars.. not bad.. I might be able to go to Kendall and im excited yet depressed also. My Uncle Steve said he would let me stay at his house if okie with my Aunt. and if not hed help find me an affordable place. this is all good except i still have to apply and everything. for next fall. and im depressed because Sarah got upset when i told her. and she says im going to meet someone else at kendall and leave her. and im not im really not, i love her with all my heart, and she just wont hear me when i say i wont leave her. what am i to do ? the whole reason i want to go to school is to get a good job, and my Uncle is thrilled so is my GrandMother and GrandFather.. my mom keeps telling me "how you going to see sarah?" there is always weekends/ days off, provided i can get weekends off. And Sarah is going into this Culinary Arts thing where she is going to be working all the time also. . so its not like if i were home we'd be able to spend every waking moment together.. and im also afraid that when im gone she will get lonely and find someone else, what am i to do?
Dave.