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well sadly i'm leaving suicidegirls yet again.

no $$$ again.

but i'll be back. hopefully sooner than later.

see ya, kidds
cecelia:
Bummer. frown That makes me sad.
cecelia:
will do. smile take care
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i'm watching DAGRASSI JUNIOR HIGH on dvd, a friend of my roommates brought it over the other day...i've heard about it from people thru the years. on here it gets mentioned a lot, the punkrock crowd. and....yes. it is a damn good show. SAVED BY THE BELL, but actually GOOD. the canadian's version. i'm both glad that it exists...
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new years turned out to be not bad. i was really freaking out about it. but the reason i was freaking out about it got resolved, somewhat.

i've proclaimed my love. now all i can do is wait for her answer.
cecelia:
I hope that goes in your favor. smile
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what a rollercoaster of a day. it started off with such promise. i was so happy thru some of it. so fucking god-damn happy.

and then it ended in a pile of flaming white-hot pain. emotional pain.

love, not unrequieted...but uneven. too uneven for what i feel.
and it's killing me, man. fucking killing me.

my advice if you are male: do not...
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i rejoined in a semi-delirious fit of christmas-morning extravaganza. i almost immediately felt mixed things about it. since september i've heard that suicidegirls treats their girls terribly. and tha tthe guy who runs it is a real asshole. which ruins the whole point of the site. the point of the site was freedom goddamnit. but apparantly this place is just a wolf in sheep...
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cecelia:
Welcome back, I've been wondering about you smile
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well sadly this journal must end. i'm too poor. adios, folks
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fun night last night at the Triple Rock's 241's. fun fun fun. fun had by all.

an old fling was there, i thought it might be awkward or ugly. but, it was easy as pie. no hard feelings. and i even got a wonderful massage biggrin she is definately a sweetheart.
_surreal_:
thats nice, last time i ran into an ex i ran the other way... it was akward!!! but i was with the guy i left him for so..... confused surreal
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after i finish reading Moby Dick i have to go and get the new Bret E. Ellis book Lunar Park. never read him before, tho i loved American Psycho the film version, which i figure is entirely different from the novel as is usual. Lunar Park's been getting a lot of press, including here at the sight. but besides that fact, it does seem...
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watching SCARFACE

robot
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healthy again -- except for slight headache which i took an ibuprofen for, and is now going away. made it to the 24-hour Rainbow on Lake street and bought some coke, and drinking it has improved my mood so much so that my suspicions about coke are re-newed. there really is an evil drug in it that makes it do what it does.

my energy level...
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stinkerbell:
Oy! That sucks....

Glad to hear that you are feeling better.

B biggrin
cecelia:
I hated living with roomies. Too much drama.

So, you work at the dome for any games? Or just baseball, just football? I think it sounds like a cool job.