monami

I'm gonna miss todays "activity" because my friend could not go with me and I don't wanna go by myself haha. Fucking sucks. But I'm gonna shoot a new set for SG with another friend, I really hope it goes well because it's so fun?? I got on the scale today and I was near fainting, I've never seen such a high number as now. It makes me sad and I think I'm just fat and ugly, even though I know it aint so. I am the only one that can change that number on the scale, so Imma fucking do it. A fit body - here I come!