Anastasia Dip Brow Pomade

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I've tested Anastasias dip brow pomade in Granite, and well I hoped it would be black but it was dark fucking brown. That sucked. I think black eyebrows with blonde hair is so pretty, and I've looked long and well for a black brow pen/thing BUT CAN'T FIND IT. But well well, Imma use this Anastasia thing now like a true make up freak and...
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Heeeeeeeeey

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I ordered Anastasia Dip Brow Pomade in Granite, a lash adhesive and a clip in pony tail. I've taken out my extensions with the turquoise dip dye, that hair was like...dead. Really, really dead. So, my solution for now is a synthetic (spelling, I'm swedish ok) wig-isch ponytail I can wear for like, nights out and stuff. Photoshoots. I wanna shooooot soooo baaaaad I'm looking...
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Monday

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Going to do TWO photosessions tomorrow. I hope. If everything goes as planned. So exiteeed I wanna learn how to smize, smile with my eyes. Do different face expressions and stuff. I wanna be a successfull model, I want photographers to want to work with me, ooohohoh I want so much. Gonna take a bath now and then go to sleep. BYE

Deep talk

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I'm not happy, everything feels like fucking shit and I don't know what to do. I just wanna sleep, but I'm not tired. I've lost one of my best friends, she's not dead but she's out of my life and it feels like shit. I'm so tired at myself, either I'm a fucking idiot or the ones around me are. Maybe it's a mixture of...
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pointman11:
I am sorry to read of your losing friends. I don't know specifics nor do you need to say, but friends are a two way street of support, honesty,  and trust. If they are willing to give up then you are right . Fuck em.  If the rift is over piddly shit then you should find friends who look at a larger life. Don't sweat if some friends leave. IT could be for just a short time. I  had a friend whom we had a rift for almost ten years. But when he went through a divorce he stayed with me for almost 6 months and it was like those ten years never passed.  Be true to you. True friends will be there

A photosession

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This is from a photoshoot I did several months ago, my first one. I'd like to think I've come a far far way since then, with more confidence and strength as a model. Now I'm all hyped, I wanna do photoshoots and get better and become a fine ass model. In less than a week I'm getting my first tattoo, the first step against a
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Update

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New day, new possibilites. new everything. I do not want to promise anything that won't happen, cause it's raining and shit outside and we were gonna shoot outside and stuff so well, yeah. But I really really wanna shoot a new set, uhuhuh. We'll see if the rain stops, I hope so. I'm gonna sleep a little more now, super tired. Byyyye for now

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