monaj2083

Aloha,

You know if there is one thing I hate about the Internet is that when you meet some person and for some reason you "click" they want to meet. I've been through that, and I'm talking about when guys dig you ok? not in friend mode but as something better than friends.

Well as I have done that and learned from it I learn that I am always a sad dissappointment for these assholes called men*.
And ofcourse I was feeling spontaneous and wanted to meet someone new. I meet this dude in person that I regretfully met on myspace.

So as I knew it, I didn't exceed his expectation adn besides that fact, he knew my best friend. and when I mean he knew , he "knew" her pretty well. We went to the store to go get a # from her. And to my suprise, he knew her.

SO after she got out of work and he was still hanging out at my house. Everything that would come out of her mouth he found hilarious. and whatever I said was not.
Ok, I know I'm not perfect but my jokes were pretty clever and hilarious and he was not very responding. What a bust for the ego. I felt like crap because he didn't call me again, but called my house to try to get my best friend to go out with him and dump her boyfriend. What a fuckin creap..

Yeah I'm feeling pretty shitty about this and I asm defintley questioning my humor..and attractiveness for the machismo El Paso men... how will I ever move on from this?

P.s The rain kicked ass today..


*Note* I am not a man hater