Today felt so numb and blurry. I tried to find a way to cope with the loss of David, my friend. First I tried not to think about it, but the memories were flooding along with my tears. Then I tried to laugh, laugh about life now and how silly Grandmas can be. But even my Grandma can't block my pain. Then Itried talking about other problems, problems that could be more important than David. Not even close. At first it was working then i was alone I couldn't think straight. So I tried to forget it. I got a tattoo Today. It was my nickname(Monaj), but now I'm alone again.His memory is still lingering inside. If I keep up with this self pain, I will start with the drugs again. And I don't want that.
There's no one to talk to who won't be speechless.
I wish David could hear my cries.
That Tsunami was a curse.
I want to sleep.
Can't.
Can Someone talk to me?
There's no one to talk to who won't be speechless.
I wish David could hear my cries.
That Tsunami was a curse.
I want to sleep.
Can't.
Can Someone talk to me?