Well, I'm not on here much at this rate. Crackbook is fun and most of my real life friends are there, so I can't not have fun on there vs. SG.
What's new? Hmm...lots of work, school shit, feeling tired, being injured, being tired of being injured.
On the plus side - things with the youngin have been going swimmingly. She was away in Egypt over the holidays so I was deprived of her cute little 100 lb self. I did see her for dinner Tues, coffee on Wednesday, watched movies at her place and stayed over Thursday night, worked Friday, went out with her and her bro on Friday, stayed over that night, woke up late Saturday, IHOP, pet store, watched her pet turtle kill a bunch of fish, saw her Cuban tree frog eat a cricket, felt tired,watched The Descent, ate more food, cuddled, and dragged our asses out to a party where I met her mama dyke (I wonder what the mama dyke is going to say), and went back to her place where she and I both passed out hard at about 2 am only to wake up around 10:30. She and I finally got our asses OUT of the apartment at 2 pm. Then I finally made it home to go buy groceries, cook, and just sit around in my own space.
Wow, that's a lot of time I spent with her.
I guess it was a test run. She is weirded out by liking me and I'm weirded out by liking her and on Thursday, I think we both noticed that we weren't just "fucking" and it felt a lot more intimate whereupon I was a little subconsciously mentally freaked out and jetted on Friday morning. hah. But....she has invited me to her "sacred ground" which is a weekend at the family's place at the shore. I'm a little nervous. I don't know what to think. I think she's also afraid of "getting tired of each other" and that's something I'm a little afraid of as well. It's weird. We've only been going out for 2 months and had met and talked about a little less than a month before we started going out. However, neither one of is us saying that the other is a girlfriend. It's simply called "dating", let alone a "relationship". But her mama dyke did tell me - your gf's saying bye to people - when we were getting ready to leave the party last night.
Fun times.
What's new? Hmm...lots of work, school shit, feeling tired, being injured, being tired of being injured.
On the plus side - things with the youngin have been going swimmingly. She was away in Egypt over the holidays so I was deprived of her cute little 100 lb self. I did see her for dinner Tues, coffee on Wednesday, watched movies at her place and stayed over Thursday night, worked Friday, went out with her and her bro on Friday, stayed over that night, woke up late Saturday, IHOP, pet store, watched her pet turtle kill a bunch of fish, saw her Cuban tree frog eat a cricket, felt tired,watched The Descent, ate more food, cuddled, and dragged our asses out to a party where I met her mama dyke (I wonder what the mama dyke is going to say), and went back to her place where she and I both passed out hard at about 2 am only to wake up around 10:30. She and I finally got our asses OUT of the apartment at 2 pm. Then I finally made it home to go buy groceries, cook, and just sit around in my own space.
Wow, that's a lot of time I spent with her.
I guess it was a test run. She is weirded out by liking me and I'm weirded out by liking her and on Thursday, I think we both noticed that we weren't just "fucking" and it felt a lot more intimate whereupon I was a little subconsciously mentally freaked out and jetted on Friday morning. hah. But....she has invited me to her "sacred ground" which is a weekend at the family's place at the shore. I'm a little nervous. I don't know what to think. I think she's also afraid of "getting tired of each other" and that's something I'm a little afraid of as well. It's weird. We've only been going out for 2 months and had met and talked about a little less than a month before we started going out. However, neither one of is us saying that the other is a girlfriend. It's simply called "dating", let alone a "relationship". But her mama dyke did tell me - your gf's saying bye to people - when we were getting ready to leave the party last night.
Fun times.
panthro:
looks like you are having the same anxieties as the rest of us when it comes to opening up and getting close to someone. i hope things work out for you.