No updates for a while, things are, erm interesting!!
I signed up for Open University studying Humanities, which is good so far and I'm glad I decided to do this.
In my first few weeks of study: My boyfriend left me. He's given a number of reasons, all essentially nonsense when he spent the following 2 weekends holding my hand, wrapping himself in my arms, feeling my flesh. He's actually obsessed by another girl, I've been struggling to keep his interest for months now. Ha. Young boys, why do I bother? I am really very upset and really struggling to remain friends right now.
My best friends Mum died. We found out she had lung cancer at the end of June and she died very quickly. In fact, writing this is the first time I cried over it. It's been really difficult re-living my experience of my own Mum dying of cancer with my friend, but it's really helped her out so far, so I'll take an emotional battering.
Onwards and upwards I hope. And I hope to have better news in the near future.
I signed up for Open University studying Humanities, which is good so far and I'm glad I decided to do this.
In my first few weeks of study: My boyfriend left me. He's given a number of reasons, all essentially nonsense when he spent the following 2 weekends holding my hand, wrapping himself in my arms, feeling my flesh. He's actually obsessed by another girl, I've been struggling to keep his interest for months now. Ha. Young boys, why do I bother? I am really very upset and really struggling to remain friends right now.
My best friends Mum died. We found out she had lung cancer at the end of June and she died very quickly. In fact, writing this is the first time I cried over it. It's been really difficult re-living my experience of my own Mum dying of cancer with my friend, but it's really helped her out so far, so I'll take an emotional battering.
Onwards and upwards I hope. And I hope to have better news in the near future.
There are forums for such fetishes and that's okay, this just isn't one of them. Unfortunately can it still be a safe haven??
I'm very sorry to hear about your mum and your friends mum I've been through similar experiences and know it can be very hard to get through.
As for your x...I know it's hard, but forget about him. You're a beautiful lady and I'm pretty sure a lot of guys would be interested in dating you!
BTW ~ I love your dreads!
xoxo
AngieP