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Sick as a dog... 10 days of flu and counting, more time in bed for me.

My head buzzes awake, I'd fallen asleep on my phone. The dollface girl. Next, she knocks on my door. I scramble my tired ass bones down the ladder and pretend to be chirpy. I'm not convinced I am fooling anyone, but it's great to see her and time is of the essence. We went dancing. Me, freezing in a full-fetish near-nakedness. Her, pvc blowing in...
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No updates for a while, things are, erm interesting!!

I signed up for Open University studying Humanities, which is good so far and I'm glad I decided to do this.

In my first few weeks of study: My boyfriend left me. He's given a number of reasons, all essentially nonsense when he spent the following 2 weekends holding my hand, wrapping himself in my arms,...
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Songs That Scared Me As A Child...

Talking Heads - Once In A Lifetime

The Clash - London Calling

Listen to both of these songs; while musically, as an adult, I think they're decent tracks, the tone, the almost frantic nervousness in each song gives me the feeling in my throat of a rising sickness. When your belly feels like it bubbling with nerves and...
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I think I am obsessed by the look of cupcakes, I rarely eat them.

In other news, my sweetness was 21 this weekend and it was just us and his best mates drinking in the park like a bunch of kids I am made up I was invited to the whole shabang and he doesn't want to exclude me at all when his mates are...
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Things are mad!

I met 2 strangers, friends of friends on Monday and we are now looking to rent a house together. They are very cool and funny guys, I hope it works out *crosses fingers* Thing is, I was planning to move in July. They want to move ASAP. So I have all my stuff to sort out. This is not an issue, except...
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This place. The sun is shining and a breeze blowing. It's vast and peaceful.

I see families playing together, a father and daughter playing badminton. Lovers sunbathing and wriggling across to steal kisses. Young girls making human pyramids and doing cartwheels. Friends playing ball or sat spilling their hearts out. I want someone's puppy, it's just beautiful.

Pasty white English flesh turning pink, our stiff...
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Him: Can I smell your fanny?

Me: NO!!!

Him: Must be your feet then.

No kidding, this is what happens to me. This was my overground station at 8am last Tuesday morning. My life isn't boring and that makes me laugh.

I suck at keeping in touch with you all my friends. This is fact. I do want that to change, but life is hectic....
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I sit here listening to adverts for Mother's Day.

It's 9 years this year and it's still bizarre. One minute my sweet best friend is frail and giggling, quite honestly the light of my life. Within the space of a week she is taking her last breath.

God girl, I miss you more than you will ever know. And as this bloody mascara runs and...
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Gah, another day of other girls with flowers...

I got a lovely card which is major for me, it was appreciated.

Things I discovered today:

My friends are great. Ok I knew this, but I wanted to say it today.

A cut lemon reminds me of a labia, so I had to lick it.

I was checking this leggy chick on the way home, she...
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