moirae

Father, forgive me, I tried not to do it
Turned over a new leaf, then tore right through it
Whatever you taught me, I didn't believe it
Father, you fought me, 'cause I didn't care
And I still don't understand

Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to - it's a sin


If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person?

I love sleep patternsand I mean that in the most sarcastic way possible. Somehow last week I woke up early every morning feeling pretty decent. This week. Nope. Despite the fact that I went to bed pretty early (like the old man Im becoming) I woke up feeling like a trainwreck. Fuck you stage 4 sleep. Fuck you for avoiding me.


It can turn a yes I can into a no I cant, because I went to jail for attempted murder

Tonights the opening night of the Sacto Film and Music Festival. I Kill People for Money is playing the headlining program at the end of the night. Its been two years since Ive seen any of my work on the big screen. And I still dont know how I feel about it. My love hate relationship with everything I create likes to fuck with me at times like this. My contempt for the local filmmaking community is about just as bad, and usually leaves me feeling a bit of vengeful excitement, mixed with my typical self-criticism.

I think I watched my last two projects from the back of the theater.. Well see how it goes this time.