moirae

Take me out tonight
Take me anywhere, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care
And in the darkened underpass
I thought Oh God, my chance has come at last
But then a strange fear gripped me and I
Just couldn't ask

And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
To die by your side
Is such a heavenly way to die
And if a ten-ton truck
Kills the both of us
To die by your side
Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine

I think I just want to curl up and die for a week or three. Ive got a feeling the impending loneliness of being back home is finally crashing down on me all at once. I already see myself slipping into my old self destructive single life tendencies, and it scares the shit out of me. Yay for mood swings!