The weekend was... interesting.
I found out somethings that i simultaneously wished I hadn't and wished I had earlier.
But I've always preferred the truth, well I like knowing it, accepting it on the hand... now thats a bitch.
in a couple of months life is going to probably be real lonely.
I'll miss some things quite a bit.
But you know what- she might finally have the chance to be truly happy.
and thats something I'd like to see, very much.
I've started learning that you can't win them all. sometimes its better to give up.
I should've given up a long time ago...
all i've done instead is cause so much pain.
its sad to think about, but sometimes sad things happen for better stuff to occur.
I'll miss her a lot...
But I really hope she can finally be happy.
I really do.
So go off and be happy milady.
I wish you the best of luck.
Now I must try and figure out how to fix my own life...
I found out somethings that i simultaneously wished I hadn't and wished I had earlier.
But I've always preferred the truth, well I like knowing it, accepting it on the hand... now thats a bitch.
in a couple of months life is going to probably be real lonely.
I'll miss some things quite a bit.
But you know what- she might finally have the chance to be truly happy.
and thats something I'd like to see, very much.
I've started learning that you can't win them all. sometimes its better to give up.
I should've given up a long time ago...
all i've done instead is cause so much pain.
its sad to think about, but sometimes sad things happen for better stuff to occur.
I'll miss her a lot...
But I really hope she can finally be happy.
I really do.
So go off and be happy milady.
I wish you the best of luck.
Now I must try and figure out how to fix my own life...