So I haven't posted in ages... this isn't because I have nothing to write... as I have found out before, I write less when more has happened... so what is happening? I have worked enough to have enough money to get there... I have seen the pictures of my future child (ultrasounds)... it looks like a bunny which is what my fiance is hoping for. Worst of all, this visa process is killing me. I thought it would take me longer to save money. I gave myself, what I thought was an unrealistic goal of saving money but not only had I matched but I've surpassed it. I have cut back on expenditure to such a degree that I didn't notice it could be done in the first place. Now I wonder how the money disappeared so fast in the first place.
My brother moved back in with my father. So he's back where he started last year. All of the work I did enforcing the idea of independence has gone down the drain. My father doesn't see that he's has to become independent on his own. My father is back to controlling my brother's life.
We've had someone else move onto the couch. Amy, an old friend of mine, has moved in with her child, Oscar, who absolutely adores me. So I guess the positive thing here is, I get baby practice and quite honestly, I think I'm brilliant.
I'm going to start saving up some money so that I can visit my beautiful fianc while I'm still waiting for the visa process to finish. Being apart sucks. It's like my life isn't here. I'm stuck on hiatus until I am able to move on with my life. If any visa type people are spying on me right now, please know that I'm not seeking asylum from Australia. I just want to be with my fianc so that I can be ready to provide for her and my child.
Other than that I have all future paper work ready. I'm just waiting for the correct paper work from the visa people to say GO.
Anyway, back to watching some Doctor Who... Matt Smith is awesome. So awesome I brought a sonic screwdriver, which gives a good excuse when someone asks me to fix something. I just point it at the problem, it makes the funny noise and lights up and then I say "If the sonic screwdriver can't fix it, I'm all out of ideas". Lol, it's fun finding weird ways to be lazy.
My brother moved back in with my father. So he's back where he started last year. All of the work I did enforcing the idea of independence has gone down the drain. My father doesn't see that he's has to become independent on his own. My father is back to controlling my brother's life.
We've had someone else move onto the couch. Amy, an old friend of mine, has moved in with her child, Oscar, who absolutely adores me. So I guess the positive thing here is, I get baby practice and quite honestly, I think I'm brilliant.
I'm going to start saving up some money so that I can visit my beautiful fianc while I'm still waiting for the visa process to finish. Being apart sucks. It's like my life isn't here. I'm stuck on hiatus until I am able to move on with my life. If any visa type people are spying on me right now, please know that I'm not seeking asylum from Australia. I just want to be with my fianc so that I can be ready to provide for her and my child.
Other than that I have all future paper work ready. I'm just waiting for the correct paper work from the visa people to say GO.
Anyway, back to watching some Doctor Who... Matt Smith is awesome. So awesome I brought a sonic screwdriver, which gives a good excuse when someone asks me to fix something. I just point it at the problem, it makes the funny noise and lights up and then I say "If the sonic screwdriver can't fix it, I'm all out of ideas". Lol, it's fun finding weird ways to be lazy.
ivonne:
Hi baby!