Well, it turns out there's more to this trip to India than was first said. There is going to be a selection process which involves short listing people then there will be interviews and the like. So if there are a lot of people that want to go there's a chance I might not be picked. For now I just have to wait and see what happens, but I'm in agreeance with you guys, if I can get through the interviews and stuff there's no way I can turn down this opportunity. Well, I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens. Until I know for sure I'm just going to keep going with what I'm doing what I am and enjoying my life as much as I can. No matter what I will always have SG to keep me going. 
kisses for you !! muaaaaaaa