for all my Friday bravado, i'm suffering pretty hard from the post-finals letdown. i feel pretty useless. i like the structure of school, along with the cameraderie.
i told amber that i didn't really know what was going on, but i was okay with it. sometimes, i actually believe it. i like her, i like hanging out with her, not having physical relations is something i've pretty much gotten used to over the last 3 years...but sometimes, i dunno, it's great being liked but it would be nice to be wanted.
don't have much time left in austin right now. i'm really excited about my great central american adventure, but also pretty scared. every so often, i question whether i'm making the right decision. it'll be fun, and good for me personally and academically. but it's also a long time.
i told amber that i didn't really know what was going on, but i was okay with it. sometimes, i actually believe it. i like her, i like hanging out with her, not having physical relations is something i've pretty much gotten used to over the last 3 years...but sometimes, i dunno, it's great being liked but it would be nice to be wanted.
don't have much time left in austin right now. i'm really excited about my great central american adventure, but also pretty scared. every so often, i question whether i'm making the right decision. it'll be fun, and good for me personally and academically. but it's also a long time.