UGH some times I hate other women. My best female friends have all been around 5+ years with my oldest friend being around since I was 10 years old. Most of them have moved away and I've felt the lack of a close female friend for the past few years.
So I kinda linked up with this one chick. She was in the business, we went to school together and it seemed alright except she's always been this toxic needy blight on my life and she made it hard for me to be a high-end worker cause she'd do anything for any money(keeping the numbers low for women our size), then even after I left she'd do her normal fucked up routine of spotlight stealing. (Not to mention her habit of going after men I've slept with just so she can tell me how they "weren't that great in bed" which she's known that I'm not fond of.) Now that I'm done with the pro business 100% she's trying to be a friend but she's so fucking annoying that I don't even want to be around her. For some reason today I totally snapped on her.
I posted on my FB how I had applied to be on the biggest loser and had confirmation that they'd gotten my application and video. Most of my friends know that while I love my body I'm discontent with where I am and the limitations the weight has placed on my body. They all responded "Goodluck Amanda!" "Hope you get on the show". This broad writes a rant to me about why I didn't invite her to apply with me and how she's been trying to get on for "years" and been asking me for years (she mentioned it offhand to me last year but never again until today).
I was kinda... startled at the response and something inside of me snapped.The broads been sabotaging me for years professionally so why in the fuck would I invite her to come to an opportunity that's near and dear to my LIFE and have her sabotage me there. But even more than that I just starting pulling out moments of how everything going on in my life relates to her and how it's always got to be about her. I was furious that I was being scolded by some chick who hasn't been that great of a friend for YEARS and just nuked her from my existence.
Who knows if this is the right thing to do, but it felt SO FUCKING GOOD. lol
So I kinda linked up with this one chick. She was in the business, we went to school together and it seemed alright except she's always been this toxic needy blight on my life and she made it hard for me to be a high-end worker cause she'd do anything for any money(keeping the numbers low for women our size), then even after I left she'd do her normal fucked up routine of spotlight stealing. (Not to mention her habit of going after men I've slept with just so she can tell me how they "weren't that great in bed" which she's known that I'm not fond of.) Now that I'm done with the pro business 100% she's trying to be a friend but she's so fucking annoying that I don't even want to be around her. For some reason today I totally snapped on her.
I posted on my FB how I had applied to be on the biggest loser and had confirmation that they'd gotten my application and video. Most of my friends know that while I love my body I'm discontent with where I am and the limitations the weight has placed on my body. They all responded "Goodluck Amanda!" "Hope you get on the show". This broad writes a rant to me about why I didn't invite her to apply with me and how she's been trying to get on for "years" and been asking me for years (she mentioned it offhand to me last year but never again until today).
I was kinda... startled at the response and something inside of me snapped.The broads been sabotaging me for years professionally so why in the fuck would I invite her to come to an opportunity that's near and dear to my LIFE and have her sabotage me there. But even more than that I just starting pulling out moments of how everything going on in my life relates to her and how it's always got to be about her. I was furious that I was being scolded by some chick who hasn't been that great of a friend for YEARS and just nuked her from my existence.
Who knows if this is the right thing to do, but it felt SO FUCKING GOOD. lol
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Sometimes it's difficult to ever know if something is the right thing until you do it, so I give you mad props for giving stuff a go!