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Why, if you're in a good relationship, do you need to keep other people around that are/were attracted to you?

Does that mean the boyfriend/girlfriend isn't good enough?
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sammarie:
i've been there. i noticed in another blog that you said he teases you. that might be a part of it. my ex did that. he would tease me and make me feel terrible about my body and my, well, everything. most of that was because of his own insecurities. and that made positive attention from other people really welcome. without that the little self esteem i did have would have been completely destroyed. the guy im in a relationship with right now makes me feel truly beautiful. and i find that it doesn't really matter if anybody else finds me attractive. i don't want or need that attention any more. i don't really know where to guide you with that. just that i do understand. confused
nickguy:
Always bumps the ego up a little bit. Most people are into that.
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School is keeping me pretty busy which is good and bad.

I'm tired of arguing with my boyfriend about stuff. Everything seems to go in circles starting with something I can't change and he won't change. So we're both just trying to be what the other needs. Generally I'm happy with him but I think my low self-esteem bothers him sometimes because I get sensitive...
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ethanmyers:
I might have some music, but will have to check my ipod first.


and people do like you, you are cool and all that.
seymouria:
i love all the free food that comes with the first week of school. smile
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So...

45 dollars of alcohol?

Yeah that's gone. They raided our floor because some dumbass couldn't figure out how to hotbox his bathroom correctly and the whole floor smelled like pot.

Yeah that sucked.

I'm feeling awesome and shitty on and off. I like my classes and everything but I'm tired of dealing with ex girlfriend shit. I feel like I'll never measure up. It...
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ironsurfer:
Seems like such a waste of alcohol, I'm sad for it...and for you.
ethanmyers:
somebody best thrash his room or something for that stupidity.

fuck throwing out booze? That's alcohol abuse dammit!
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Ohhhhhh man.

So I apologize for basically not doing anything but lurking here since my last blog.

I continued being REALLY sick until about Wednesday. Still sick now. On three different pills and one other kind of medicine.

On top of that, I had to buy everything for moving in this year (we have a kitchen so I had a lot more to get) plus...
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yowlinyeti:
i hope you get better soon!
and best of luck with moving in and such.
are you excited for classes to start up again? i know i am!

and i hear ya on the relationship front. how bouts we just go out and that'll make it all better. hahaha tongue

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
I am sorry to hear that you have been so poorly. You are okay now?

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I told elleseven to check you out because she has been watching Paprika and I could not help name-dropping


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I'm having a ridiculous amount of medical problems right now. Of course, the week before I move back into school.

Warning to all girls, do not take Ocella, the generic form of Yasmin. I've only been taking it for a week and a half. I'm having trouble breathing among other things.
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gadget:
wow. I take Yaz, but they don't make a generic form of that so I was stuck getting the name brand - which on my last insurance was a 15 dollar copay. With my new insurance I can get name brand for 5 bucks!

I'm sorry to hear about that though, that's why medication is so fucking scary. Good luck!
nephele:
Oh God, that is scary.

I take Yaz as well, which my insurance covers half of, so it's about 30 dollars. That might be a bit pricey, but no other form of birth control has worked as well for me as this one does.
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Just got home from vacation. I told my boss I could keep working if he hadn't hired anyone else, but honestly there's no way I could have made it in today. My stomach is still fucked up and I don't think I could handle standing for six hours. So I called last night and said I got a letter from my school that I have...
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yowlinyeti:
from what it sounds like, he needs to get his shit together. i understand that u feel bad (i prlly would too), but he seems to not really know how to do his own job.
wired:
i hate bosses that can't handle there own shit. good thing i'm the boss. smile hope you feel better. kiss
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I'm on vacation. It has been boring and will continue to be boring.

Wish I had stayed home instead. Don't want to deal with relationship shit either. Being a girl sucks.
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lovebird:
I am sorry that your vacation is boring! frown
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
Yeah, but if you are going to be a girl you may as well be a pretty one, right?
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Right now I'm hurt to the point where I don't even know what to say.

But I don't have anyone to say it to, either.

It's hard to love someone and to receive love.
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mylatehope:
hang in there, hun
gadget:
hey, I did this friends clean up. I think I must have deleted you. I find deleting things very therapeutic so sometimes, I go overboard.

Don't take it personally, I'm sure you can appreciate the need for a little personal therapy ever now and again.
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r3x:
Damn those racists!
Been dealing with them all my life. tongue whatever

I was planning to get a quote myself.
shawn_:
Nice tattoo.
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Well, I've been in my house since Saturday because my stomach is fucked up. Went to the doctor yesterday and she gave me some medicine because something I ate has fucked up my stomach. Which I'm thinking is McDonalds. I never eat it (literally haven't since I was probably 6 or 7, maybe younger), but someone brought McMuffins into work and everyone ate them so...
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jamila:
Interesting tidbit about the Joker.
God, he was awesome in that. It made me sad frown
Sorry you're not feeling good.
apexxx:
people bitch about how he licked his lips? surreal i guess they couldnt find anything else wrong with the movie, so they had to make up something! whatever but that is some interesting information
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I'm sorry, but people who don't like The Dark Knight are douche bags. This is like .1 % of the population.

(I'm not really sorry.)
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wired:
i thought it was a good movie but still Jack Nicholson will always be my favorite joker
yowlinyeti:
yea i get bored A LOT.
i hope things are doing ok with your job and all. for some reason ive been taking a REALLLY long time to count my drawer in and out at my job. i keep losing count and have to start over haha.

and i literally JUST got back from seeing The Dark Knight . it seriously blew my mind. sooooo amazing.

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Soooo... On the day I had to work the register alone, 29.99 exactly was missing from my register at the end of the day.

I didn't take it but I assume SOME of the change was probably lost by me on the floor, etc.

My manager didn't ask me to pay it nor do I think I HAVE to. But should I offer to? Honestly...
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wired:
mistakes happen, i wouldn't worry bout it.
nopantsdave:
It happens.....I wouldn't worry about it unless it happens again.