mochastardust

a message from my best friend casey who is current on the canadian much music vj search:



about last nights episode... dun dun DAH!

bonjour mes amis!

so im here to "write" the wrong (haha i'm PUNny!) and get rid of all this confusion. one day when i write my life story ala james frey (a million little pieces, itll be about my heart! EMO jo, HAHA) ill set the record straight for REALS, but for now:

yes...i know its SUPER lame i got voted off, and im sorry if it was at all shocking to any of you...but i guess it was coming. i mean, they never show my good side! (it does in fact exist people!) its not fair and it really really sucks. after meeting some of you folks in person and chatting with you on myspace and such, i really feel that i want to be the best vj for you guys. it has meant the world to me that everyone has shown me endless amounts of support. im sorry if youve seen me in public and yelled at me or something and i walked away...dont always think negatively. perhaps i didnt hear you? or perhaps yelling at someone across the street or chasing them down an escalator isnt a good way to get someones attention.

for the haters out there, i bless you because you just dont understand whats going on for REAL and i forgive you and hope one day youll stop being so pinheaded. im actually truly amazed at how many people have cared about me and supported me when i needed them the most AND when i was in the penthouse and had no idea anyone liked the show! its really been a difficult time for me and im not gonna back down NOW, ive come too far, i need to stay positive and i KNOW-I-CAN-DO-THIS!!!! i cant give up, so neither can you.

SOOOOO "how can we help casey!?" heres where i need everyones help to get me voted back ON and WIN THIS THING! all i can say is "stayed tuned" for the moment and we'll find out WHEN/WHERE/IF the chance arises...hopefully my support network and "fans" will pull through for me! so as you may have heard, ONE person from the "loser loft" has the opportunity to get voted back ON the show and thats determined by you sassy smart canadians out there of course! if you ever were loyal to anyone i would honestly appreciate it very much the mostest now! i need all your positive energy to be sent my way, your continous support, your words of encouragement, your prayers and thoughts, i could use it all! thank you all for the love.

i must say, through it all, it was an unbelievable ride and i am grateful for it. to be picked at the vj winner would ultimately be the way i could repay all your consistant loyalty with my snarky attitude, fun outlook, music knowledge AND passion for this industry and pop culture and keep you viewers all interested and excited in what youre watching, make you THINK and NOT be a robot rambling at you, and so much more! sure ive had some bad moments, who doesnt in life?! and we learn, grow, and move on and hopefully come out on top and in better spirits!

and oh YEAH!!! i mean this with the utmost sincerity and love from the bottom of my heart. send me a message. i WILL do the best i can to reply to every single one of you!! keep watching it, even if its behind your hands or if you yell at the screen and shake your fist!

in closing, regardless of the winner, i KNOW something positive will come of it. i know canada will make the right choice.

much love to you all,

casey-jo