mocha

i'm so broke.
i trimmed my hair a little bit more, i like it.
i get odd looks on campus, but whats new.
some guy told me i was sexy today, and i didnt feel like it at all.
i've been using this face too much lately:


and have been meaning it way too much.
i feel too good and not good enough all at the same time. i feel ugly and perfect. intelligent and pathetically dumb.

absolutely sure of myself, and really upset at the decisions i make.

what can i do now?