west texas is a terrible place. I feel like i'm being sucked dry. There's nothing to do, everyone here seems to hate life.
i'm dying slowly, from the inside out. hopefully there will be something left of me when i go back to new orleans at the end of august.
not to mention, every plan i made is falling apart.
jordan won't respond, and i have no transportation, so no Rancid on friday.
Mom didn't buy tickets, so no trip to san antonio to see journey and def lepperd.
lauren is moving in 2 weeks, so no 700 mile bike trip.
it's the 10th, and my friends from school who were going to be coming through here some time around this week have yet to call. and they were going to give about a weeks notice, so who knows.
cassie got in a wreck. a minor one, but a wreck. and the guys were from dallas, in their moms car, and flipped out. who knows whose fault it was, she kept saying "i'm so stupid" but from the story, it sounded like theirs. her parents have her on house arrest, ie, no one to chill with.
megan has no transportation, and works all the time.
Jane moved to austin right before i got here.
tyler just wants a piece of ass, which he isnt going to get.
i want to go on a trip, but where, and how? whatever. i have the money, i have the means, i have the reason. maybe i'll go to san diego with nick on his surfing trip. just to... chill? but he's goin with one other person, who would probably not be cool with me being there.
so where does this leave me?
bored.
not even broke, but nothing good to spend my money on.
i want to dye my hair, i have some special effects blue mayhem, but what's the point? i'll just be sitting around my room every day until it fades away.
someone in texas PLEASE give me a reason to live. come on now. anyone?
i'm dying slowly, from the inside out. hopefully there will be something left of me when i go back to new orleans at the end of august.
not to mention, every plan i made is falling apart.
jordan won't respond, and i have no transportation, so no Rancid on friday.
Mom didn't buy tickets, so no trip to san antonio to see journey and def lepperd.
lauren is moving in 2 weeks, so no 700 mile bike trip.
it's the 10th, and my friends from school who were going to be coming through here some time around this week have yet to call. and they were going to give about a weeks notice, so who knows.
cassie got in a wreck. a minor one, but a wreck. and the guys were from dallas, in their moms car, and flipped out. who knows whose fault it was, she kept saying "i'm so stupid" but from the story, it sounded like theirs. her parents have her on house arrest, ie, no one to chill with.
megan has no transportation, and works all the time.
Jane moved to austin right before i got here.
tyler just wants a piece of ass, which he isnt going to get.
i want to go on a trip, but where, and how? whatever. i have the money, i have the means, i have the reason. maybe i'll go to san diego with nick on his surfing trip. just to... chill? but he's goin with one other person, who would probably not be cool with me being there.
so where does this leave me?
bored.
not even broke, but nothing good to spend my money on.
i want to dye my hair, i have some special effects blue mayhem, but what's the point? i'll just be sitting around my room every day until it fades away.
someone in texas PLEASE give me a reason to live. come on now. anyone?
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As far as Texas, it was looking like i might be going to Houston. My fiance has a conference she'll be attending there for a long weekend. I was going to go with her and just kill some time doing other things while she was in her meetings, i think the SMARTER thing is to stay here and keep working. I have to keep saving up money if we're gonna make this wedding happen. So it doesn't look like i'm going.
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