Tomorrow is New Year's Eve and I still dunno what the hell I'm gonna be doing. I'm not even sure where I'll be living tomorrow... I've been packing and cleaning here at the house for most of today and may be moved out tomorrow morning. It would probably be wisest for me to quit dragging my feet and just get the hell out. It'd make cleaning easier too, I suppose.
The whole thing is good, but kind of sad. Got some tangled emotional ties to the place, but it'll be a blessing to cut them loose and move on. Looking forward to it actually. I may go down to Corvallis for a few days to hang out with my movie family and rejuvenate. Wish they didn't live so far from PDX, but we'll be finding a permanent home up here sometime in the next couple months. I can't even imagine... Of course that means I'll have to find some steady income, but I'd rather not think about that just yet.
What I should be doing this month is writing. I keep forgetting. I'm lousy with self-discipline sometimes. I need to write this month! Don't let me forget and get distracted!
I hate seasonal affective disorder or whatever the hell it's called. I'm pretty sure I have it and I am loathe to admit that. Ugh. I wish hibernation were feasible.
The whole thing is good, but kind of sad. Got some tangled emotional ties to the place, but it'll be a blessing to cut them loose and move on. Looking forward to it actually. I may go down to Corvallis for a few days to hang out with my movie family and rejuvenate. Wish they didn't live so far from PDX, but we'll be finding a permanent home up here sometime in the next couple months. I can't even imagine... Of course that means I'll have to find some steady income, but I'd rather not think about that just yet.
What I should be doing this month is writing. I keep forgetting. I'm lousy with self-discipline sometimes. I need to write this month! Don't let me forget and get distracted!
I hate seasonal affective disorder or whatever the hell it's called. I'm pretty sure I have it and I am loathe to admit that. Ugh. I wish hibernation were feasible.
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babybeezer:
WTF??!?!?! why is your name crossed out on my friends list? I just signed on and bam, there it was. Why?
babybeezer:
*phew* for a second there I thought my favorite SG boy was going away. I totally get emotional attatchments to living spaces too. Heck, I even miss my old dorm room because of the memories associated with it. Hope you find a new place soon, and I'm sure it will hold many happy memories yet to come for you. xoxo