so0o.. sittin here letting my fingers rest from playing guitar. i'm bored and waiting for 1:30 AM to come around because that's when Lindsay gets off of work. let's update..
these past two weeks i've only been able to see her twice .. sometimes i miss her so much i get pissed.. maybe thats normal.. i dont know. but, then again i guess its good that way.. i wont get tired of her.. then again, it could be bad, since i think we're still moving. *sigh* what a predicament..
in other news.. my sister and i have been the only ones home since wednesday.. its great cuz i can play my musik louder than a whisper!! and my guitar!!! and i can scream! AND i can watch tv in the living room (my uncle likes to occupy that space usually). me and sis have just been going to work and home til this weekend. its nice to get some quality time in with her. we've never been close til i moved up here. i never used to see her.. and well, i definitely didnt grow up with her.. ysee her and i have different dads.. and i didnt know i had two older sisters til i was 10. they didnt know about me and my brother either. there's also that conspiracy that Lore and i thought up that my brother is really their dads son.. and im an only.. welp.. its complicated.. too much family drama if you ask me.
Sis and i went out yard-saling all morning.. came home, napped, and then went out for sushi.. good stuff!
thats about all i think. the only thing really bothering me lately is what to do about the whole moving situation. i REALLY REALLY like Lindsay. Monday will be our one month.. and i feel like our relationship is not one of those stupid 7th grade deals.. i feel like i could be with this girl for a while.. but, with moving and all, its like im having to choose between my family and my gf. family comes first, no doubt.. but DAMN.. cant i just take her with me!?
these past two weeks i've only been able to see her twice .. sometimes i miss her so much i get pissed.. maybe thats normal.. i dont know. but, then again i guess its good that way.. i wont get tired of her.. then again, it could be bad, since i think we're still moving. *sigh* what a predicament..
in other news.. my sister and i have been the only ones home since wednesday.. its great cuz i can play my musik louder than a whisper!! and my guitar!!! and i can scream! AND i can watch tv in the living room (my uncle likes to occupy that space usually). me and sis have just been going to work and home til this weekend. its nice to get some quality time in with her. we've never been close til i moved up here. i never used to see her.. and well, i definitely didnt grow up with her.. ysee her and i have different dads.. and i didnt know i had two older sisters til i was 10. they didnt know about me and my brother either. there's also that conspiracy that Lore and i thought up that my brother is really their dads son.. and im an only.. welp.. its complicated.. too much family drama if you ask me.
Sis and i went out yard-saling all morning.. came home, napped, and then went out for sushi.. good stuff!
thats about all i think. the only thing really bothering me lately is what to do about the whole moving situation. i REALLY REALLY like Lindsay. Monday will be our one month.. and i feel like our relationship is not one of those stupid 7th grade deals.. i feel like i could be with this girl for a while.. but, with moving and all, its like im having to choose between my family and my gf. family comes first, no doubt.. but DAMN.. cant i just take her with me!?
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