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OK, as of now Johnna loves me, wants to be with me but can't because of her family and their dislike for me. Since she can't she has pushed her feelings for me aside and is not allowing herself to feel for me. Since she has been doing this she has started having feelings for a guy she has been a good friend with. THIS...
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clover:
no I was talking to my photographer actually...pictures of me
mistakesmade:
ehhh what can you do. Love is sacrafice, if people can sacrafice... well no love for them

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STRESSED!!!!
clover:
you are always stressed
mnov:
OK, as of now Johnna loves me, wants to be with me but can't because of her family and their dislike for me. Since she can't she has pushed her feelings for me aside and is not allowing herself to feel for me. Since she has been doing this she has started having feelings for a guy she has been a good friend with. THIS SUCKS

I have had my workload doubled at my regular job. We design and install very large furnaces for the steel industry. The process our furnaces complete is extremely explosive. Basically we make big bombs. Our company has never had a training program for our customers. Guess who gets to develop this program and give the classes. By the way, the first one is in October at a plant in Taiwan.

Like the dumbass that I am I offered to build the sets for the plays at the local high school. Sunday I found out what play they are doing and that opening night is in 4 weeks. Oh ya, I have to design the set and build it.

All of this while winterizing my boat and getting my house set up for winter. I heat the place with wood so there is a bit of work to do there.

STRESSED!!!!!
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OK, well this weekend was productive. I got a lot of things done and spent some quality time with the rents. From what I heard the racing sucked so I'm not so upset that the crew backed out at the last minute. I also got my registration money back.

Johnna and I fought, yet again. It was to the point where I was ready to...
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mistakesmade:
Love finds you in mysterious ways....

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Well update on the Kate front. We broke up because she lived too far away and wasn't going to move here because of school and to be with her mom. Today she tells me that she's moving to Colorado to be with her ex boyfriend. They are getting back together and she's dropping out of school. DAMN this hurts.

After this, 2 more crew members...
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mistakesmade:
Sorry to hear about that frown

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mistakesmade:
BUSH?!?! WHY GOD WHY? wink

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Well back from Florida and DAMN I'm glad to be home. I loved the weather and it was great to see Grandma but, my cousin and her kid drove me nuts. I swear, even she said she's white trash. I met up with 3 very attractive girls who also sail. We went out one night and laughed at the Venice night life.

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mistakesmade:
Question: Can you immagine life without SG?
Of course, it's a fun hobby, and I really enjoy spending time on it, but it's not anything that is a huge driving force in my life.

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bree:
Well, that really does suck about the man that was beaten, but I don't think that was all the protesters. The people that did it are bastards and it sucks they did that, but for the most part the protesting if fairly peaceful. wink
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Off to Florida tomorrow. I'm really not looking forward to it but I need to visit Grandma. She gets lonely down there.

I wish I had something interesting to report on my life but no, nothing.

I have finally gotten a lot of the things I needed to get done, done. I actually feel very at ease and relaxed. I don't like it...
erie11:
i won't be moving back until atleast october...it will be f reezing by then!!!! smile
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Leaving for Florida this week Finally a nice little vacation. Johnna moved Friday. So far were doing well and things seem better than they have been. Still not thinking about dating again but.... we will see what happens. I do miss and love her so much.

Side note, check out maxi's journal. Lets give her some love
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miss_lady:
Heh heh, thanks. smile

Yeah, it would be great to get to know her. I think we'd have alot in common since we're both kind of bitches. wink
adny:
Sickness on the islands, eh? Is it like a flu thing? Something to do with the Lake? I do get to missing Ohio in the fall...
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Finally put some pics in my profile. Nothing exciting but take a look. I'll add more soon.
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alexis:
You met my twin!!?
hellynn:
sorry it took so long to answer back but to answer your question: No I am not close with the family. Ill stop and talk to the parents if Im walking by and theyre out but I wouldnt say that I'm close with them. We're neighborly.
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I feel weird lately. I am lonely but not interested in anyone. I am busy but getting nothing done. I am getting plenty of sleep but still very tired. I need to make money but have no ambition in my job. I feel so out of shape but no desire to start working out again. I need something in my life a spark of some...
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bree:
Yes, it was the Paganism, BUT paganism if based mostly around the worship of the sacred feminine, AND a larger reason Babylon was crushed was because of the feminine worship because Hebrews believed in only one male god...and anyone else was heretic.
mistakesmade:
*punches you in the face* blackeyed

There you go. GO DO SOMETHING FUCKER.

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Well finally back into the swing of things. The racing was ok but nothing special. The boat I was supposed to race on dropped out so another crew picked me up. They were very fun but not real competitive. I did get to see my boat, which I had chartered to come people from Louisville, hit by another boat. Only minor damage, which someone is...
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bree:
Yeah, I definately worry about her decision...but nothing is permenant or un-fixable, so she can always move back! haha.
lecia:
thnx smile