So I did shrooms last night for the first time.
I have many different emotions about the experience. I guess mainly I'm glad I did it and I wouldnt change the fact that I did.
On the other hand, I won't be doing them again.
It's impossible to explain what the night was like. Several themes ran through my mind.
1. Stuck - My brain would get stuck on a thought and just revel in it. This was neither good nor bad. It just was. I feel like I know what someone with OCD feels like. That inability to just move on to something else.
2. Orb - At one point I created my own little fantasy land. Things I would see and ideas I would have made me think I was in my own private world. That was great. It was beautiful.
3. No control - I felt like, no I know, I had no control over where my mind wanted to take me. Sometimes this was good and sometimes this was bad. Maybe with practice a person can learn to direct their trip and tell their mind where it wants to go. Not me. My mind went everywhere. Some places I loved and some places scared me.
4. Indescribable - Repeatedly I wanted to explain my thoughts and visuals to others that were around me and I would realize it was impossible. Noone else would get what I was seeing and I would not get what anyone else tried to describe to me what they were seeing. This kind of sucked. If you've seen the movie Contact it was like the quote, "They should of sent a poet." How true.
Random visual: I stood on my porch and looked at downtown Pittsburgh at night and felt like I was in a Star Wars movie. The lights from the skyscraper windows and the cars going across the bridges seemed to float and made it feel like I was in a futuristic city. That shit was cool.
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At the request of Barny and my own ridiculous inability to stop thinking about the hotness of Diego Luna, here's another pic.
I have many different emotions about the experience. I guess mainly I'm glad I did it and I wouldnt change the fact that I did.
On the other hand, I won't be doing them again.
It's impossible to explain what the night was like. Several themes ran through my mind.
1. Stuck - My brain would get stuck on a thought and just revel in it. This was neither good nor bad. It just was. I feel like I know what someone with OCD feels like. That inability to just move on to something else.
2. Orb - At one point I created my own little fantasy land. Things I would see and ideas I would have made me think I was in my own private world. That was great. It was beautiful.
3. No control - I felt like, no I know, I had no control over where my mind wanted to take me. Sometimes this was good and sometimes this was bad. Maybe with practice a person can learn to direct their trip and tell their mind where it wants to go. Not me. My mind went everywhere. Some places I loved and some places scared me.
4. Indescribable - Repeatedly I wanted to explain my thoughts and visuals to others that were around me and I would realize it was impossible. Noone else would get what I was seeing and I would not get what anyone else tried to describe to me what they were seeing. This kind of sucked. If you've seen the movie Contact it was like the quote, "They should of sent a poet." How true.
Random visual: I stood on my porch and looked at downtown Pittsburgh at night and felt like I was in a Star Wars movie. The lights from the skyscraper windows and the cars going across the bridges seemed to float and made it feel like I was in a futuristic city. That shit was cool.
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At the request of Barny and my own ridiculous inability to stop thinking about the hotness of Diego Luna, here's another pic.
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You should come with me. Can you and your husband fit into duffel bags or any other type of luggage?
Have you been to Casey's before? That place seems kind of cool. I had a midgit pour a shot down my throat. Cheesy, yet fun.
Mushrooms are oh so much fun...sometimes I wish my life was always that fun and, ummm, interesting.
Thanks for the welcome!!