so i have returned home at least for the time being... and try to prepare myself for a smoother departure if that is to be case or watch my husband become the person he says he wants to be while passing along the thorny hands of the system...
Trial, anger management, community service, counseling and now new meds...
I really do hope that being put through the wringer like that will force the man to wake up... you can all throw eggs at me for being weak but i really hope that everyone in my life will be able to understand that i wasn't ready...
on a sadder note, someone who i thought was quite close to me turns out to be a much uglier monster than i could have ever imagined... the depths of evil are beyond any words and chills me to the core when i think of it... like these unimaginable villains who are so disgusting and pathetic in their nature that they must prey on the weak and vulnerable to extract what they need systematically one by one... they are so far removed from anything resembling honesty that they cannot even see the damage they cause and the stain they create on the fabric of humanity... i hope his family never has the misfortune of knowing this man for the person he truly is...
i hope for the day all this darkness will be nothing more than a distant dream... these next 2 months will be pivotal in many ways... i will need to define what survival and the future look like for me... i have to be prepared for whatever happens...
peace out
Trial, anger management, community service, counseling and now new meds...
I really do hope that being put through the wringer like that will force the man to wake up... you can all throw eggs at me for being weak but i really hope that everyone in my life will be able to understand that i wasn't ready...
on a sadder note, someone who i thought was quite close to me turns out to be a much uglier monster than i could have ever imagined... the depths of evil are beyond any words and chills me to the core when i think of it... like these unimaginable villains who are so disgusting and pathetic in their nature that they must prey on the weak and vulnerable to extract what they need systematically one by one... they are so far removed from anything resembling honesty that they cannot even see the damage they cause and the stain they create on the fabric of humanity... i hope his family never has the misfortune of knowing this man for the person he truly is...
i hope for the day all this darkness will be nothing more than a distant dream... these next 2 months will be pivotal in many ways... i will need to define what survival and the future look like for me... i have to be prepared for whatever happens...
peace out
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catiedid:
Just tried calling your cell, you didn't answer. Give me a call if you want to talk. I just want to make sure you are okay. 
josephene:
No eggs flying here honey, you do what's best for you. You weigh in my thoughts because of this rough trail you're heading down. Hopefully at the end you will find the sunshine and life will once again make sense for you. Maybe a play date with Catiedid will help you find your smile... 
Seeing pictures of a play date with you and Catiedid would make us smile. Be well, you beautiful woman. I'm glad you're letting us join you on this journey, and if you need someone to hold the other hand, you know where to find me.
Seeing pictures of a play date with you and Catiedid would make us smile. Be well, you beautiful woman. I'm glad you're letting us join you on this journey, and if you need someone to hold the other hand, you know where to find me.