I'm not going to waste people's time by talking about how job hunting sucks. It almost goes without saying and truth be told I am dejected enough that I have slowed down considerably. Someone told me I need to believe in myself but I told them that's not the problem. Getting a job isn't like getting a burger. There's a million places to get a job and get a burger but you can pay for a burger while the job is something they have to want to give you.
On that note, I get these thoughts in my head. Like impulses. Telling me to make things. Long time readers remember the SG flask or vibrating bondage bear.
I think I can make a magazine.
Then I realize everything I've attempted has been less than impressive. I actually got screwed on the sg flask. I mailed it as a gift and it was delivered. But it turns out that the person it was delivered to was not the person I intended and I didn't check till months later after I READ AN ARTICLE ABOUT POST OFFICE SCREW UPS. By then all I could find out was that it was delivered but not to the person I wanted it to. I'm not mailing the bear. Fuck that. In person or nothing.
Anyway, the magazine idea is on the bucket list. I do think I can take the ideas I have now and make it more of an anthology.
I think I need to start following through on my ideas. I write all the time. But somehow I give up.
Hell, I did it just now when I downgraded magazine to anthology.
Sonofabitch.
On that note, I get these thoughts in my head. Like impulses. Telling me to make things. Long time readers remember the SG flask or vibrating bondage bear.
I think I can make a magazine.
Then I realize everything I've attempted has been less than impressive. I actually got screwed on the sg flask. I mailed it as a gift and it was delivered. But it turns out that the person it was delivered to was not the person I intended and I didn't check till months later after I READ AN ARTICLE ABOUT POST OFFICE SCREW UPS. By then all I could find out was that it was delivered but not to the person I wanted it to. I'm not mailing the bear. Fuck that. In person or nothing.
Anyway, the magazine idea is on the bucket list. I do think I can take the ideas I have now and make it more of an anthology.
I think I need to start following through on my ideas. I write all the time. But somehow I give up.
Hell, I did it just now when I downgraded magazine to anthology.
Sonofabitch.
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how've you been anyway? (job search aside -_-)
x0!
Eh, she's an okay adviser. She's just offering me a deal the school offered a few months back but without a job I haven't been able to take advantage of it. In truth, she's the reason I was released from school last time. Apparently she doesn't know how to answer emails.