mjugar23

its snowing nipples and weeners out there!.... well, not really.... but its snowing alot right now.... had to work a full day outside today which wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I find that its ususally not as cold when its snowing, maybe i'm just crazy but i don't know. hopefully lots of my clients won't go to work tomorrow cuz of the storm and I'll have a snow day to lay around w/ my puppy and hide myself from the world on such a tragic day that IS valentines day. I dread the holidays.... i'm not a grinch or anything like that i just think that holidays like valentines day, christmas( for the most part), easter and i don't know... everything else... they're just commercialistic bullshit. I didn't always used to be this way but since i've been older, i guess technically an adult all these holidays do is remind me of $ i don't have, and things i wish i did have. who needs that shit? if it were up to me, no holiday woould matter except for peoples birthdays, because those are actually personal and special if u really do care about someone. I guess the reason i feel this way is because for years now i've been mistakenly getting my hopes up and then bam..... it sucks for whatever reason... so i just try and stay away from it all. Maybe oneday someone could change my views... but i doubt it.
Anyways.... for those suckers out there that do the whole V-day shinannagans.... happy fuck day!
haha sike u know i love u!