Well Ive been feeling really depressed since Sunday, im usually either down or manic on a daily basis (the dreaded Bi-Polar!!!), but seem to get really black depths of dispair at this time of the year..prolly the dark weather. Its not based on any situation at all, its just my condition.
So I am a bit of a hermit, although I try to set daily goals so I get out of my house and do something constructive.
I got some more work done on my sleeve on Tuesday (Russ at Dark Arts) and a really painful old school web on Fri/Sat (Mark at Dark Arts). Mark turned out to be a fellow bi-polar sufferer, so we had a good chat and I think I gave him some pointers and he also encouraged me to start drawing again.
Im going to get a decent drawing board after Christmas and start practicing, its been a long time and it takes a bit of practice to get your eye in. Its something Ive been looking for, because I will have finished renovating my house soon. Ive been doing the house from top to bottom over a period of 1.5 yrs and I needed something to fill the void.
I didnt intend to bum anyone out with the first bit of this blog, its just my life.
And Im always conscious of all the troubles and hurdles everyone else has in their daily lives, so it takes a bit for me to start moaning!!! LOL
Now time for some Starport and with the other eye Ill watch some 3rd rock from the sun..hey life aint too bad!
Joel