S is finally out of my life. Seemingly for good now. I wonder what is so appealing about a guy in his 50's that's married and has a kid - I mean, as someone to seriously date? Ah well - she needs to find her own road and walk it without me. Can't cry about that forever.
This Friday another crappy horror movie comes out...
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This Friday another crappy horror movie comes out...
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The crappy weather left me along for a few days to contemplate some of the lovely individuals I share my life with.
SS lies to me constantly. I suppose I could lament her character flaws but then, I find more distaste in the fact that I really dont CARE that she lies to me. My ambivalence and my constant need to play into the dysfunction...
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SS lies to me constantly. I suppose I could lament her character flaws but then, I find more distaste in the fact that I really dont CARE that she lies to me. My ambivalence and my constant need to play into the dysfunction...
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Over a month since my last post.
My older brother has a job.
My twin's girlfriend is pretty cool.
Multi-tasking - saying "uh-huh" and "right" in all the necessary places, listening and typing at the same time. I wonder if listening to stories about being in love and finding that perfect partner is what numbs.... Or possibly it's the great advise they give in those...
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My older brother has a job.
My twin's girlfriend is pretty cool.
Multi-tasking - saying "uh-huh" and "right" in all the necessary places, listening and typing at the same time. I wonder if listening to stories about being in love and finding that perfect partner is what numbs.... Or possibly it's the great advise they give in those...
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mmmmm....
Wow. Kate's pretty cute. Okay, I guess she's beautiful.
Melting Pot. Nothing like a little cheeze. Happy hour.... Of course, now I get to suffer w/ a distended gut.
Dorian's finished. Ringworld's finished. Next? Musashi? Darkly Dreaming Dexter?
Weekend seems packed. Just time passing before the show on Monday.
Glasses are not coming in until next Friday. Upsetting, considering my eyes don't work. Upsetting, considering...
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Melting Pot. Nothing like a little cheeze. Happy hour.... Of course, now I get to suffer w/ a distended gut.
Dorian's finished. Ringworld's finished. Next? Musashi? Darkly Dreaming Dexter?
Weekend seems packed. Just time passing before the show on Monday.
Glasses are not coming in until next Friday. Upsetting, considering my eyes don't work. Upsetting, considering...
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krabuki:
Nice ink.... 
SC emailed me today. Odd - since I haven't been in contact w/ her for almost 10 years. Hoping she wants to meet up soon - we really need to catch up.
Thinking I should stop wandering around this site so much. The picture of the split cock was pretty messed up. Might have damanged me.
Video for the evening: Ju-On. Hoping it's good. Figured...
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Thinking I should stop wandering around this site so much. The picture of the split cock was pretty messed up. Might have damanged me.
Video for the evening: Ju-On. Hoping it's good. Figured...
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beatrice:
no, but just saw some on tv tonight, they're so manly.
the original ju-on is actually better than the original. creeeeepy...
the original ju-on is actually better than the original. creeeeepy...
Time to settle in w/ some kung fu and PBR.
beatrice:
mm, i forgot to mention cooking light as well.
time for bed for me.
time for bed for me.
I smell like a fucking ashtray.
Drinks w/ the brother went a little better than expected. Not good - but less than horrible.
I wonder when I became the sounding board for my parents and for my older siblings. Was it when I stopped borrowing money? When I stopped asking for advise?
I need to take a shower.
Why the hell am I making journal...
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Drinks w/ the brother went a little better than expected. Not good - but less than horrible.
I wonder when I became the sounding board for my parents and for my older siblings. Was it when I stopped borrowing money? When I stopped asking for advise?
I need to take a shower.
Why the hell am I making journal...
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beatrice:
it was great!! one of the best shows i've seen in a long time.
beatrice:
harper's and lucky. i am both deep and superficial.
My brother is coming over in just a short while. I love him - but, Christ on a bike, he really frustrates me. He's 32 years old, has no job and still lives with my folks. Not that there's anything wrong with that. For some people, that life is the cat's pajamas. Unfortunately, I don't know how much longer my folks can support him.
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Can't seem to motivate myself to do anything worthwhile today.
Sad to think that hundreds of green folders, bad fluorescent light, and an uncomfortable grey chair are waiting for me tomorrow morning. Long weekends make work all the more repulsive.
For those of you looking for a new distraction - perhaps while you're sitting in front of the fire, avoiding an overcast afternoon and if...
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Sad to think that hundreds of green folders, bad fluorescent light, and an uncomfortable grey chair are waiting for me tomorrow morning. Long weekends make work all the more repulsive.
For those of you looking for a new distraction - perhaps while you're sitting in front of the fire, avoiding an overcast afternoon and if...
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