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I'm not feeling as ill today. I'm about to go into work in a minute. I don't feel up to it but i have to try. I feel very business casual today, but i don't own any "business casual" clothes. It's either what i wear or dress up. I feel to young to worry about this and to old not to care. i just want a mellow day that i get to do a whole lot of stuff that i want to do instead of a bunch of bullshit that I don't. We'll see.

It's my birthday today. I'm in the middle of a lot of self reflection. It's almost like New Year's Day part two where I'm making resolutions with myself. Not a lot has actually changed in my life this year. Mentally i feel that i've grown a lot which is very interesting considering i'm complaining about being old.

I've challenged myself in many ways this past year and killed a lot of old demons with a few left but the big ones are out of the way.

I love the fall. It alway reminds me of a fresh start. With the chill that comes in the morning, it's like mint in the mind. I grew up around Universities, so when the fall comes - life returns.