very fucked day. i've been partying for almost 5 days solid and tonight i'm not. I've got a case of the blues like you couldn't imagine right now. Relationship shit and heartache is kicking my ass today. it sucks when the one person you want to talk to about yer broken heart is the one that you can't talk to it about.
I've decided that I really want to stick it out and try to get it back together and shit. It's totally fucked, but NYC itself is huge enabler of rebounds and avoidence. That's why people in a town about 100 marry young and people here don't get married until their late 30s and early 40s. Some in their 50s. If the relationship gets to be to much of pain, fucking just walk away from it. There's 8 million other people to hang with besides them.
I don't agree with that philosophy though. I'm like fuck it, rise above and hash out problems. Work on them. Rise above yourself. It sounds great and poetic, but in reality it sucks that's why it is a character builder.
I've decided that I really want to stick it out and try to get it back together and shit. It's totally fucked, but NYC itself is huge enabler of rebounds and avoidence. That's why people in a town about 100 marry young and people here don't get married until their late 30s and early 40s. Some in their 50s. If the relationship gets to be to much of pain, fucking just walk away from it. There's 8 million other people to hang with besides them.
I don't agree with that philosophy though. I'm like fuck it, rise above and hash out problems. Work on them. Rise above yourself. It sounds great and poetic, but in reality it sucks that's why it is a character builder.