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Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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Hello, i am the automated crap machine that is located in the 74/56 section of this dickhead's brain. I've come to inform you that all has changed for the moment.

I have just experimented with anti-depresents and alcohol. I am a 30 year old guy and i feel like a 13-/14 year old girl right now. My body is going through some crazy emotional experiences. I know that it's all chemical, but what makes me sad is sad, but doesn't require as much attention as I'm giving it. I know that what makes me sad right now absolutely doesn't begin to need as much of an emotional outpouring as it is getting, but fuck i'm stuck with it.

Ladies, if I'm off the mark on this, I appologize. I'm just trying to find some equivalent.

I'm trying to quit smoking. I've heard that these help you not flip out on people as you quit. Fuck, quiting is hard.

On other wonderful topics, i'm very interested in how my STD test is coming along. I have yet to hear the results. I went on tour with a rock band. I made sweet love to a lady in Florida. I tasted her breast milk which was new for me. The next day, she woke me up to tell me that her last boyfriend went to jail a week before on Heroin possesion charges. I got up and passed out on the floor.

That sweet southern belle turned into my worst nightmare. Her story about her child staying with her grandmother while she is moving looks dumber and dumber everyday. I feel like I should have seen through this, but I just thought that she was moving into a new apartment, or atleast what she told me. I just wanted her to be the sweet, young, single mother that never gets any play. I just freak out to think that I have any connection to a heroin user.

Kids, don't used heroin. In the end, you just bum off of people and they just tell stories about you bumming off of them in the end. Either way you lose. The world has plenty of space for decedent people, don't add to it with heroin, just be decedent with out it and better. Just be yourself and you will end up with people you want to remember.

Wish me luck. I fucked a junkie. now I find out that she was. I wrapped it up, but tasted of the breastmilk. I don't want to find out that I was one of the .0000004 percent that actually had a reaction.

I cant imagine growing up and dating for kids now. gud luk. wink

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