Sometimes i got back from work and I just feel depressed from all this emotions i go through the whole day at work... Today is such a day. 😢😑😭
On such day's I'm thinking about if I'm worth it. I mean to life like that while other people getting sick or even die on accident's....they also wanted to life happy and healthy but they aren't....and me?!
I don't think i can handle this anymore... To work everyday against the death, the illnesses and the anger of people who think we don't do our best to help them...
On this day's i really only want to go to sleep and never wake up again... 😑
Fuck this!
Nobody does really care about this idiots who work as a paramedic anyways... So have a nice night.