miyu

Phew! Time flies!

Thanks for all your responses to my question. I have a similar feel for this site but on a few posts I saw that SG was referred to as a "porn site". My initial thoughs were, " Really?" I was also asked if I was a lesbian because I'm an SG member and not an SG. I've been hit on by women and I find it incredibly flattering. I've full blown kissed a woman and I appreciate their beauty. However, that's not where my main desires lie. I was curious as to what people thought ......

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So my week has been insanely busy. I took some of my students into the city to perform at an Artsboard function. I am so proud of them! They did a wonderful job.

My little dood has his Youth Psych. evaluation yesterday. He "officially" has a learning disability with ADD. I've guessed at these particular things for a few years now but it is now set in stone by the Dr. It feels heavy and a relief all at once. The titles being placed on him feel so heavy somehow but it also means that his school will receive funding through the gov't for him to have a learning assistant. This means he will be able to have someone with him all the time to help him and give him strategies to cope and learn. I hope that Aleks and I can be part of the selection process for the person that will work with him next year. It would make me feel better to know who will be working with him so closely and that both of us had a hand in that outcome.

I've realized that one of THE most attractive things I find in a guy is bravery. No word of a lie. Men are intimidated by me and I am hit on very rarely or in brief moments. Or, it's a drunken asshole trying to cop a feel or get in my space...in which case I'm highly elusive or even confrontational. Bravery is the exact word. It is even more than confidence because I believe bravery eludes to a higher intelligence or thought process than even confidence....hmmmmmm........
What brought this thought about....someone totally unexpected turned my head. Totally unexpected. I've known this person for awhile and hung out with him on brief occasions. He totally caught my attention by being brave and asking me some questions which not only surprised be but engaged my intellect. He also challenged me! HOT! Challenged not in an obnoxious way but in such a way that I totally took the bait and rose to the occasion. SO VERY RARE. So very cool!

Well....I've got the house to myself for a few days. Aleks is at his grammas and I'm going to hunker down and get some work done.....maybe I'll take some shots in front of the projections again. That would be fun

All my teeth get done and my tattoo on TUESDAY!! WOOHOO!!!!


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Update.....

And so the bravery ends....it was short lived and based on the brain that lives downstairs. Not into that at all. *I disappear in a puff of smoke**

Update....Saturday 22...2:47

Well the bravery was based on the basic need of getting laid. The questions were a mean to that end. Not that this is necessarily a bad end, but not an entirely meaningful end. I believe that if respect and honour are used at all times, even just "getting laid" can still be a meaningful experience whether or not a more intimate relationship ensues. I like getting laid as much as the next person, however when in the end, I believe my respect is being called into question, they can really just go fuck themselves. Really, it is personally and intellectually insulting. Sex and seduction are an art form.... by turning that into a "hump", "screw" or "lay" denotes a level of classlessness. It's easy to just go get fucked, even animals can do that. If you are going to try and engage a smart woman in sex be smart about it.