I'm not looking forward to christmas!
I thought this year would be better, now that i have someone to share it with, but no
Christmas became rubbish after my mum died. My dad and my brother would go out all morning, then my dads girlfriend, who seems to hate me, would come round in the afternoon. She spends the whole afternoon moaning at my dad and making me feel really uncomfortable, then i go to bed.
This year i'm in my own place, i thought we would spend the morning together then go seperate ways in the afternoon, however my boys mum has different ideas!
She wants him home christmas eve, day and boxing day and i have been invited round boxing day!
His mum isn't a big fan of me either and he doesn't like upsetting his mum so seems it could be a bit lonely again this christmas.
Now don't get me wrong, i know i could be a lot worse off, i just wish the people i want to be around wanted to be around me.
I've just read this back and it sounds really pathetic but i'm not looking forward to it
After i just posted this i got a christmas pressie from SG, thank you guys, you made my day
I thought this year would be better, now that i have someone to share it with, but no
Christmas became rubbish after my mum died. My dad and my brother would go out all morning, then my dads girlfriend, who seems to hate me, would come round in the afternoon. She spends the whole afternoon moaning at my dad and making me feel really uncomfortable, then i go to bed.
This year i'm in my own place, i thought we would spend the morning together then go seperate ways in the afternoon, however my boys mum has different ideas!
She wants him home christmas eve, day and boxing day and i have been invited round boxing day!
His mum isn't a big fan of me either and he doesn't like upsetting his mum so seems it could be a bit lonely again this christmas.
Now don't get me wrong, i know i could be a lot worse off, i just wish the people i want to be around wanted to be around me.
I've just read this back and it sounds really pathetic but i'm not looking forward to it
After i just posted this i got a christmas pressie from SG, thank you guys, you made my day
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fry:
Christmas can be awful if you aren't with the people you want to be with. If you're stuck on your own on the 24th I will almost certainly be out making myself look stupid and you are more then welcome to join us.
dixy:
aww your welcome to come get pissed in scotland!! i don;t honestlyt think i could deal with a mummy's boy ever again. tell him to get a god damn grip! he's an adult...