miyo

I thought today would be the right day to tell my brother about what i have been getting upto and share my excitement with him, seems i was wrong!
He has taken it very badly!
i told him, he didn't talk to me,
i told him it isn't a bad thing,
he said "it isn't?"
i said "why is it?"
he said he doesn't know then he left to get his mate

I feel horrible right now but maybe after its sunk in a bit we can talk about it properly.
I know he has looked at pictures of suicide girls and i guess he's just being protective i don't know, but he's definately old enough to realise that it's my choice, i just wanted his support

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


update on the brother thing, he just came round with my dad and acted like nothing had been said! now i'm confused, think we might have to have a little chat still