I was meant to post this a few days ago but didn't have the time but anyway i'll get to it for the last few months i came to thinking that when I'm out with friends down the pub, house parities etc drinking i can't say I've actually ever enjoyed being drunk at all but I've made it look like i have but deep down i actually hate it for a number of reasons a few of them being my mother being a raging alcoholic she does get herself into some right shitty states, the morning after feeling (hangover) just ruins my whole day and the actual feeling of being drunk i merely got drunk to peer pressure and for these last few months I've been thinking after my 21st (which has passed now so this is already in motion) that I'm not getting drunk at all in anyway, shape or form this doesn't mean i won't have an alcoholic beverage at all just not drink to the point where I'm tipsy onwards on a night out at best 1 - 2 beers then stop an move on to coke or another soft drink i enjoy i find its much better being stoned than drunk so i'd much rather get stoned more than anything sorry for boring you it was something i just had to get off my chest :)
