Wednesday Nov 19, 2003

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So today started off bad and just got worse and worse!!!!!
Last night i had a dream about my ex boyfriend. A guy I had dated for 3 years. A guy I had abandoned most of my friends for. A guy who controlled me like a fucking puppet.

Well, in the dream I was looking for him. In the dream I was still with him. He kept running away from me. He was calling me names like he used to and I was running after him asking why he didn't love me......
I woke up pretty upset. Then I got into the shower and cried for a while. Then when I got out the phone was ringing and guess who it was? mad Why does he call me after not calling for months on the morning that I had been crying about all the shit he did to me??????
I picked up the phone and he started asking me how I was.....I dumped him and hes calling ME to see how I was????

THE NERVE!!!!

mad

anywayssss

this song is gooooood

Baby, do you understand me now?
Sometimes I feel a little mad
But, don't you know that no one alive can always be an angel
When things go wrong I seem to be bad

I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

If I seem edgy
I want you to know
That I never meant to take it out on you
Life has its problems
And I got my share
And that's one thing I never meant to do
'Cause I love you

Baby, don't you know I'm just human
And I've got thoughts like any other one
And sometimes I find myself, oh Lord, regretting
Some foolish thing, some foolish thing I've done

But I'm just a soul whose intentions are good
Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood

confused

i would like to be one of bob barkers beauties.....kkthx love kiss
evil:
Good! Let the fucktard call. Maybe he's realizing that he's an asshole! I was with an asshole for three years too. It got violent & ugly. Last time he called I was such an asshole. Before that I would be soooo nice just to rub it in how good I was doing w/o him. I saw him in public not too long ago, and as he was going to wave to me , I turned my head like I never saw the fucker!!! That was a good revenge!!! biggrin
bracket:
eh girl i know what u mean.
it seems like every day of my week start up with waking up of dreamin about this or that,him or him,&well i just cant stand this shit anymore. so lately i try to avoid sleeping.
not that it helps so much but at least i can try.
ah. fuck me. im such a dummy.
whatever

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