mistressminx

I wanted to post so I could tell the world nothing is new.
But there is some stuff that is new. I just dont feel like its worth writing about.

- Worked the first few shifts at BPs over the past few days. Like it so far. Start shadowing tables on Wednesday.
- Car is running fine. Happy!
- Cleaned house yesterday. Happy that its tidy. Dont have effort to do more with it even though I know it needs it!
- Watched Transporter 2. Not too bad. Go see it.
- Got computer working up to par again. Happy!


Ive also been doing some soul searching.
You know how I was talking about feeling like the broccoli of women earlier? Well, I was trying to figure out what about me puts people off after a while? All the people who I spend lots of time with up and leave me at some point, and I want to know what about me scares them away. Am I too intense a person? Do I have some sort of weird smell I dont know about? Am I too hate-filled/bitter? Too needy? What? I cant seem to think of that one thing that everyone else seems to see. I think I have periods of all of the above (like everyone else) but I dont think I do any of them enough for them to be that thing that Minxy does.
Maybe Im wrong
Am I wrong?

Now, I dont expect a whole bunch of comments in this journal. But I would LOVE if you could SGmessage/email me if you have a/the answer to any of the questions above.

And please be honest. Id rather be hurt from brutal honesty than sly lies. Easier to recover from too
(Oh, and I guess examples wouldnt hurt either)

Thanks guys.
Hope to hear from you all soon.




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Edited to add:



my and my homegirl.
i'll miss you lots Ms Love.