mistressmedusa

well. nice to see that the rain let up enough for me to mow the lawn yesterday. Took me almost two hours to get through the overgrown mess with my old-fashioned people-powered mower. At which point I said, "to hell with raking". Sadly, After I got done, recovered a bit and was getting ready to head to the store, I look out the window and see my 89 year-old neighbor with the sheers trimming the bits I missed underneath the rail fence. Hmmm, now I am sure that she thinks I am lazy, a bad neighbor and take horrible carer of my yard, but honestly, have you ever tried to trim under that kind of fence with this kind of mower. I didn't put up the fence, if the scaggly bits of grass between our yards bothers her that much, let her at it.

ok, well, now that I got that off my chest.

my life is boring. really boring. and... a friend stood me up yesterday. perhaps I was supposed to call, but I was certain that they were going to touch basse after dinner with the family. huh.

ugh... I guess I should be more actively looking for a job. I keep pulling awesome jobs that I should apply for off of the net, and then not getting around to applying for them. dang, maybe I don't want them that badly. I don't know, maybe I fear that I will get stuck in another shitty hell hole and be miserable forever after. I didn't realize how badly that job had beaten me down. what it did for my esteem, or lack there of. but, time to get over it. I am having fun temping. I need to learn to be WAY more frugal with my money at the moment to make sure that I can continue to do this temping thing. oi...

ok... I could get all insightful and stuff here but, honeslty, I'd rather deal with the surface level crap first... with that said... I got stuff to do!