mistresskitten

To Self:
Remember that everything that happens in you life happens for a reason. Everyone you love teaches you a lesson. A lesson about who you should open your heart up to and who you should not. If you ever did anything that you were ashamed of or made you feel bad, happened so that you know not to do it again. IF someone ever hurt you, made you mad or even broke you heart, forgive them because you can not live off anger and hurtfulness. Be strong through the tough times. If someone makes you mad, ignore them. Hold your tongue and don't say anything bad back or else they will probably end up throwing back a way worse one. If you ever feel alone, go and talk to ******. He'll probably cheer you up. Don't ever think of ******* you are worth so much in this world. How come it doesn't feel like it now you ask? Everyone has their up and down days. If you really have to talk to someone like in the middle of the night... call Kelsi. I'm sure she'll answer. Your friends change every year, so just make sure you have at least one person you can trust. If you don't, go to Britt, or Kelsi, and maybe even ******. Everything is going to change in about 2 - 3 weeks. Ane you'll be feeling the most different when school starts again. Right now it feels like you have no one to trust. Maybe you don't but there is probably someone you don't think you'd ever trust and they are the one that you can talk to. Don't ask me who. Maybe it's *****. Who knows. I sure don't. Never go to bed mad at someone. You get very bad dreams and like the person less and less. If you are mad, write it down or on a piece of paper just write down that you hate them or scribble. Anything to make you less mad. All of this is advice for the future. I'm very sure that I will need it. If you love someone listen to the song that reminds you of them and cry until they are out of your system. I know it sounds weird but it is true, and it works for me. Try not to like anyone when it's "that time of the month". The reason why is because you'll be mad, one minute, love them the next and crying the next because you are torn between those two things. Never let boys find or see your diary. It's probably bestter to just write it on a normal paper and put it in a box and hide it. They probably won't find it. If you are really mad at a boy or anyone just read. That usually takes my mind off it for the time being, but then it was still in my system so I wrote about it too. Try listening to your favorite song(s) over and over again. That worked for me once or twice. Get outside, go for a bike ride, go by ******'s house. Maybe you could watch people sk8*. If you are feeling far, always eat breakfast, have an apple or something for lunch and don't have a big supper. Try to exercise more and eat more healthy foods instead of junk foods. Change your room around. It will give you a new feeling. A "brand new" feeling. If you can't go t sleep listen to music. If something has happened between two friends, don't pick sides, get both sides of the story then try to get them to be friends again. Make sure you have more than one friend so you have people to turn to when you're in a fight with that person or something. Hopefully this will help me/you in the future. Well try to remember this.
Age: 13 Kristen.