mistresskitten

this shall be the lamest friday night of my life. all the girls & possibly boys went somewhere to eat for supper. i am in my room. it is very hot in here. i feel disgusting. i want to go to bed. i want this program to hurry the fuck up and end so i can know french and go home. i have only been here since sunday. that is rediculous. feels like i been here longer. my workshop class that i went to today (missed it yesterdeay) we played like kindergarden games. lol i had fun. and we made a scrap book. probably the highlight of my day. more tears today. hwatelse is knew. i never ate today. i am starving. i feel funny.
the curfew is 1 tonight. it is now 7:30. do i dare go exploring the city by myself? a possibility.yes. i want to go outside. i am scared tho. dont know why.
i really like suicide girls. i can ramble on. and no one knows me. except kelsey. and she can know all this about me all she wants. it is fine by me.
i get to go to the beach tomrow. im pretty excited about that.
i think im going to go to the vending machine.
i wish my boyfriend would hurry up and call me.
im gonna be doing homework on a friday night. im not even legal here. blah.
im sorry for rambling.
j'ai fini.

kitten