mistresskitten

today went a bit better than my last few days. i have not cried in forever until yesterday. it sucked. so i called nathan and he's always there to listen to me. i love him for that. my class that i am in here is very simple, and my roomie is a lvl up from me. and then her friend is 2 lvls up from me. so i feel kind of dumb. but i think its just i feel so fucking insecure talking french. but today was like a real class day and we only have 8 ppl in our class now since a bunch of ppl moved up. so my work was really easy. but we did a LOT of oral stuff today. so that is what i want to learn. to speak it better, and i saw an improvement today with myself, i was actually answering some things in french rather than just english. because now being here i am constantly around people speaking french and im just getting so used to it that i understand it so, i figure, ill start talking today with little things. but today we have like the entire day off. so im gonna do some laundry and go outside before it rains again. i hope to get a tan while im here anyway, au revoir.

kitten