misterjesus

Nothing much interesting to say today.


sorry 'bout that.

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I'm going to get off my ass and do loads of things that I need to do, and then I am going to just be blunt and stop messing around and seriously sort myself out.

also, I am not going to refer to "The Girl that I like" anymore it's derogatory and make me sound very patronising, which I'm not.

If the lady in question likes me, then great, if not, then well I have not really lost anything by asking have I?

So I think shes quite fabulous, she's at least eleventy million steps out of my league, and I don't have much to offer in the way of being a boyfriend.

I'm sure she knows already, I just have not wanted to seem weird or be accused of being needy, I do like her, not in a obsessive way, but just being me.

I don't want anything from her, I expect nothing, I know that she'll have reasons to not want to entertain any thought of doing the whole girlfriend/boyfriend thing.

so what do I want? if I knew that I'd have it already

I hope that at least she agrees to at least go out once.

so ok the question begs to be answerd then, what would be the point then?

well the point is this, there is some distance involved, I do care about her, I do know her a bit, would like to know more, and I honestly do think she is a enlightened enough person to ignore the physical side of attraction. and to be honest that's what I like about her.

and you can't say fairer than that really now can you?

maybe I could just date her brain?

and yes I do realise that I'm being a fool.

but it makes me happy.

hoooo boy life is complex.

edited to say : I'm not going to bother, it's like when you are a kid and you know your parents are going to say no but you ask anyways. well no point in just dissapointing myself.