Do you have somebody in your life that makes you feel very inadequate?
The one person who can ruin your whole day just with one word.
That person just pissed on my whole month.
it's hard to be outgoing whitty fun and articulate when you just feel dead inside, I'd like to be certain, but I don't think I'm depressed, because being depressed implies that at least you care about yourself, think about it, if your depressed then you must have some feelings.
me? I'm empty.
empty boring stupid mop me.
stupid mop.
I posted some shit in the guys only group which I'm not going to repeat here cause that just would'nt be right, but the gist is this.
ok fine a zillion and one very nice girls both from SG and sometimes even in the real world (I know I was shocked too when I found out that there is stuff outside that is'nt even on the Internet! imagine that!) who say to me, "Wow your such a nice guy and blah blah blah, how come you don't have a girlfriend?"
well, if you are confused as to why I don't have a girlfriend. then YOU go out with me and find out for yourself if I'm so dang great.
and anyways, life is not all about being with somebody albeit right now something would be nice, but hey, I have some kick butt friends and I do go out and do shit from time to time. Ok I'm not working right now and that's neither here nor there, but dammit why does everything have to seem like it is a confrontation?
I want a change of direction, I want things to matter to me again, truth be told I'd love to be a photogrpher or a writer, I'm not sure how talented I am in either of those diciplines to be honest. I shall investigate this toot suite!
bah. I'm off to go stare at people in the park eating ice cream a mutter strange gutterel noises at them.
tootles!
ps. anybody wanna fuck?
The one person who can ruin your whole day just with one word.
That person just pissed on my whole month.
it's hard to be outgoing whitty fun and articulate when you just feel dead inside, I'd like to be certain, but I don't think I'm depressed, because being depressed implies that at least you care about yourself, think about it, if your depressed then you must have some feelings.
me? I'm empty.
empty boring stupid mop me.
stupid mop.
I posted some shit in the guys only group which I'm not going to repeat here cause that just would'nt be right, but the gist is this.
ok fine a zillion and one very nice girls both from SG and sometimes even in the real world (I know I was shocked too when I found out that there is stuff outside that is'nt even on the Internet! imagine that!) who say to me, "Wow your such a nice guy and blah blah blah, how come you don't have a girlfriend?"
well, if you are confused as to why I don't have a girlfriend. then YOU go out with me and find out for yourself if I'm so dang great.
and anyways, life is not all about being with somebody albeit right now something would be nice, but hey, I have some kick butt friends and I do go out and do shit from time to time. Ok I'm not working right now and that's neither here nor there, but dammit why does everything have to seem like it is a confrontation?
I want a change of direction, I want things to matter to me again, truth be told I'd love to be a photogrpher or a writer, I'm not sure how talented I am in either of those diciplines to be honest. I shall investigate this toot suite!
bah. I'm off to go stare at people in the park eating ice cream a mutter strange gutterel noises at them.
tootles!
ps. anybody wanna fuck?
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