mister_x

where are my fucking riots?

strange last few days.

its disconcerting when:
- i walk into a chinese restaurant and i'm the only asian in the building.
- i walk into a record store that is dead silent
- i walk into a music store where you can't touch a thing.

that was kind of my day. marina came over and we watched the making of Medulla DVD i picked...
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i had to reschedule some time with marina today, my mom, at the last minute, tells me she's haveing people from work over and to reschedule my plans to tomorrow. this is absolute bullshit but had i not complied i would never hear the fucking end of her bitching about it. fucking whatever, i went to kinkos to make flyers for the Red Elvises show...
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i'm home from way out in denton. its a pretty long drive but it was well worth it, i finally got to see episode two of Deadly Cinema it was great. yes, i was the asshole talking over the movie. but with moveis this bad i can't help it.

i can't wait till i see episode 3.

good christ, you have no idea how addicted you are to SG untill it goes down for maintenance for the night!

serious, SG is like melange spice without the all-blue eyes and prescient vision. i guess that's what they were working on.

fucking hardcore sex dream. we fucked up a storm and took it to the floor. damn shame i had to wake up to reality. i told her about it in explicit detail. her response: damn, that's crazy.

my absolute curiosity drove me to ask her if she was at all aroused by this great sex, she was apprehensive. her apprehension shows conflict in her state...
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fuckhell. cuntshitgodamn.

as things go, she probably won't break up with her current boyfriend. this will only make me play guitar hadrer and break more strings at practice.

and once again, the pieces aren't fitting the way a thought they would. its almost enough for me to start reading machiaveli again.

but would i be able to live with myself if i used 'the prince'?...
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i gotta stop watering my bad days. i can't help it really, i was dumb enuough to throw them out anyways. the correct method of bad day disposal is choking anyways.

all the rain is making them grow together.

yesterday i actually ended up sleeping in, which is unusual now that for yhe last two weeks or so i've been waking up before my alarm...
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arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i can't stand it. i fucking love this girl so much i could sit on my roof and scream her name. she's napping right now and i'm going crazy. i want to be over there right now.

i'm supposed to be bullshitting a paper about the natrure of punk right now but i really don't feel compelled to write.

rr. need clove. gonna go...
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i have all the time in the world. i can be the snake waiting, stalking the mouse. i can be the mouse, oblivious to the iminent danger looming just out of its sight,

if i had a bottling company, i could be tapped to bottle love. even then, it seems bittersweet

more so, i feel like the little left over piece when you take apart...
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