mister_x

one of these statements is false.

my girl is moving to dallas friday, she's a millionaire samurai fashion model.

i just paid a month's income on a phone bill.

i shave daily.

9/16/05.

was his journal post really that zotworthy?

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The Nation -- Finally, we have discovered the roots of George W. Bush's "compassionate conservatism."


On the heels of the president's "What, me worry?" response to the death, destruction and dislocation that followed upon Hurricane Katrina comes the news of his mother's Labor Day visit with hurricane evacuees at the Astrodome in Houston.

Commenting on the facilities that have been...
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i've been gone a long time. alot of things have happened. the same girl broke my heart a second time promptly sending me into a drug and alcohol fueled bender. getting fucked up diddn't work. big surprise there, so i stopped. sobriety was no good either. niether was burying my self in work, nor escaping to fictional landscapes, or my own mind. christ, my mind...
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i am standing on the verge of another tremendous mistake. it seems no matter how cautious i approach this choice it looms over me, ominous like god. i think for thie first time in a long time i will have to kneel before my amp cab and pray to rock'n'roll for guidance.

the hum of the amp is comforting. a warm buzz that bypassess my...
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ha. i'm at work.

damn. gia is archived.

fuck.

fuck her. fuck her drugs. fuck her car. fuck her apartment. fuck her beauty. fuck the way she lighs a cigarette. fuck the way she kisses. fuck the way i hung on your every word and motion. fuck the way she referred to my dog as 'dogness.' fuck every good time we had. fuck how much i love her. fuck every sweet word and...
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i am a bad luck magnet. living in a place called murphy doesn't quite help either.

I must not fear for fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

dammit. i had the worst dream. we were together and everything was grand and perfect and beautiful. then i woke up to a lung full of sick. i think i'll take being physically ill over pining for a relationship i'll never salvage any day. at least in this case i'll have an excuse to take large doses of OTC pharmaceudicals.

i need someone to gelp...
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no more homework, no more books, no more teacher's dirty looks.